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of coz i noe ' be contented of wad u have.'

but seriously i ask myself this, ' if ur no difference from a friend, will u feel contented?'

i ask myself this upteem times.

and tell myself im important .

but am i just fooling myself?

thinkin this way doesnt really help for long.

when incidents becomes real.

when incidents become so realistic.

i first time feel myself im back to myself.

not the girl who keeps sobbing n feeling why he arent there when i needed the most.

we are just not fated ?

i noe if my sis or whoever who read this will find me silly.

there are alot of 'obstacles'.

im not one that if i can give in n u take for granted.(w/o knowin urself ur actually takin for granted)

im not one who can easily fall for someone. but i can definitely let go if there isnt any rooms for negotiate?

and someone can actually makes me feel that im just someone who is so unreasonable.

' if ii say will u listen?'

ya. to you im lidat.

i dint noe e cloest one to me so dun understand me at all?

im not the type who can SHI QU LI ZHI and just ignore everything.

maybe ur the one?

the one wher ppl feels tat ur such a poor thing. and eventually ignores n forgets everything tat happens.

and then wad happeN?

the same incident again.

this is life.

so pls be realistic.

at least im true to myself.

but are you?

a status to me doesnt mean anything. is jus a useless evidence foolin urself tat cuz of this status i hang on to it.

but

ACTION speAKS LOUDER than WORDS.